drawing excerpt. see what you can see..
$400

Same drawing different excerpt.

Serpent Over Hill. Streaming energy riding up-slope. bird figure on the right.. I painted this in February, nocturnal, waking dreams. oil on canvas.
$800

Split Screen. Riding waves, through headresses and water. oil on canvas.

Commandeered by my sister (but you could probably buy her out) Tenafly, NJ.

The Fire Inside. Oil on canvas.
SOLD Private Collection. Tenafly, NJ.

So I find that in certain situations, certain spaces, or around certain people, I have intense feelings in my abdomen or navel region. Normally I am accustomed to a pulse in my navel, but what I'm referring to is a certain pain, piercing almost, that I feel at particular times. This is one's place of power and identity. This is the second chakra.. The color orange. When I find myself doubling over in pain, I try to visualise the cells of my body constructed in perfect crystalline formation.. Beaming orange light comes pouring through clearing any kind of pollution being held in that part of the body.. Very often I find that I am coming back to this area of my body and asking myself the questions, Am I being fully myself? Or am I speaking my truth? Or am I hiding my feelings and identity.. Or how do I feel about who I am. Constantly asking and aswering these questions is grounding and maintains my awareness of self and other and the permeable boundary in between. Knowing how I feel normally in this center, I am moved physically when I encounter another who may grapple with the same issues. When this occurs and it's appropriate I ask the other person whether they are feeling anything in that center and what they visualize may be going on..

I painted this after a day that was filled with such encounters. I felt I needed to paint it out of my chakra in order to clear it. Now, outside of my body, I can work with the feelings visually and cognitively in order to process them and learn from them.

Me playing photo shoot.. Hello.

Kush.. Someone in my sights.. Snipe'em. 11"x9" oil on canvas.
$200

Afghan. Swimming out of my heart and my head. Read it, see it, feel it. 11"x 9" oil on canvas.
$200

White Light Mural. 4'x9' Started 9/11/05, finished 2/06, photographed 4/20/06.

$4000

Shown @ The Tea Lounge, Park Slope 837 Union St. 718.789.2762 6/07-7/07

MV3 Saturn Returns.
This is a heavy painting.. I first covered it with drawings, then acrylic then finally oil.. Its hard to see too.. All I can really see are the clear shadows cast huge ass tree im standing under and this really angular winter light. This is the culmination of my Winter '05-'06 painting season.
$2800

Inside the Hill. Acrylic on canvas 18"x24". Tenafly Winter '06
$600

PacMan's Ghosts. 18"x24" oil on canvas. Tenafly Winter '06.
$800

Calling Up the Green. 18"x24" Oil on canvas Tenafly Winter '06.
$800

The entire Ankh series $1400 or $300 per individual painting.

Entire series On show @ The Tea Lounge, Park Slope 837 Union St. 718.789.2762

Ankh Series #6. Tenafly, NJ Winter '06. 14"x11" Oil on canvas.
$300
On show @ The Tea Lounge, Park Slope 837 Union St. 718.789.2762

Ankh Series #5. Tenafly, NJ. Winter'06. 14"x11" Oil on canvas.
$300
On show @ The Tea Lounge, Park Slope 837 Union St. 718.789.2762

Ankh Series #4. Tenafly, NJ. Winter '06 14"x11" Oil on canvas
$300
On show @ The Tea Lounge, Park Slope 837 Union St. 718.789.2762

Ankh Series #3. Tenafy, NJ. Winter '06. Oil on canvas. 14"x11"
$300
On show @ The Tea Lounge, Park Slope 837 Union St. 718.789.2762

Ankh Series #2. Tenafly, NJ. Winter '06. 14"x11" Oil on canvas.
$300
On show @ The Tea Lounge, Park Slope 837 Union St. 718.789.2762

Ankh Series #1. Tenafly, NJ. Winter '06. Oil on canvas. 14"x11"
$300
On show @ The Tea Lounge, Park Slope 837 Union St. 718.789.2762

Cell Surge. 11"x14" NJ Winter. Oil on canvas. One of three. Bathe my cells with incoming energy.. Not my own. Hold my own. Affronted. Confused. Emotional and honest. Paint to calm.

SOLD. Private Collection. NYC

Self-Portrait. NJ Winter 14"x11". Oil on canvas. Two of three. My face. Faced with? Other faces. In my face... my truth.. share with yours.. Swimming in its dialog.
SOLD. Private Collection. Edgewater, NJ.

You Can Hear Me. NJ Winter 2006. 14"x11" Oil on canvas. Sharing. Sharing with old friends parts of me that had been previously hidden.. to us all. Holding and embodying a new truth.. Who's this guy? A stranger who just came out of the shadows and ready to have his time in the sun. He speaks... and people can hear him..
SOLD. Private Collection. NYC

Puffy Throat. 14"x 11" NJ Winter. Oil on canvas. As I was painting this I got the feeling of a bird puffing up his chest. Birds do this to attract mates and posture at other males indicating what their territories are. When I painted this I was feeling something of the opposite. I felt quite dreamy and disconnected that day. I spent a lot of time in thought and fantasy, and had quite a difficult time in conversation with others. This is one of those days I spend completely alone in the woods. I crave the sense of security of a bug under a rock. The weather though was not agreeable. Stormy water and wind...
$200

Sun over Hill. NJ Aututmn '05. Oil on canvas. The earthiest parts about me are seeing the sun. Experience of family as an adult. Muddy... Colors are muddy.. Shedding the feelings... Shedding the past. Relinquishing childhood to embrace adult identity.
$200

Portal. NJ Autumn '05. Oil on canvas. Moving through the pain. Swimming towards its core.
$200

Dark Birth. NJ Autumn. Oil on canvas. Structuring the new anatomy. Birthed into a dark and unknown place.... A place of swirling water and dark structure. Density.
$200

Lioness and Spirals. NJ Winter '06. Oil on canvas. Things are moving. Coming out of a paralyzingly emotional place. Having been overwhelmed. Glued in place. Roaring through family dynamic. Self separating from clan.
$600

Sound. NJ Winter '06. Oil on canvas. One of the many vulvas who has found herself in my paintings.. Birth.. Birthing... Standing sound of light. Holding light.. Strength... Resonates..
$600

Swimming. NJ Winter '06. Oil on canvas. Swimming through the raw. Navigating the feelings. I have company. I have guidance.
$300

Kiss It. Santa Fe Fall '03. Oil on canvas.
$150

Feel Through. Santa Fe Fall '03. Oil on board.
$1200

Wet Oil. Santa Fe Fall '03. Oil on board.

Hold Me. Santa Fe Summer 2005. Acrylic on canvas.
$600

Dive In Eyes Open. Santa Fe Summer 2005. Oil on Canvas.
$400

Mi Cara. NJ Winter 2004. Acrylic on board. Dad's favorite.
$400

Serve. Santa Fe Winter '04. Acrylic on canvas.
$500

Surge. Santa Fe Winter '04. Acrylic on canvas.
$500

Navel Visitor. Oil on canvas. Santa Fe summer '05.
$600

Oil on Canvas. Santa Fe spring '05. This painting is part of the five part series that can be viewed further down the blog. Someday I'll show them together, once I up my computer manipulation skills.
$300

Tumor Blossoms. Acrylic on canvas. Santa Fe winter '05.
$600

Slice. Oil on canvas. Santa Fe summer '05.
$300

SpaceMan. Oil on canvas. Santa Fe Summer '05.
$400

Give it. Oil on canvas. Santa Fe summer '05.
$200

Visage. Santa Fe summer '05. Oil on canvas.
$100

Swimming in fire. Oil on canvas. Summer '05 Santa Fe.
SOLD. Private Collection. Freehold, NJ.

Oil on canvas. Summer '05 Santa Fe. Christian coffins..
$900

December '04. NJ Fishtail. Oil on canvas.

SOLD. Private Collection. Bayonne, NJ.

December '04. "6." Oil on canvas.
$400

A heart. My sister asked me to paint her a heart for Christmas. It's the first time I had an idea of something before I painted it, and I like how it wound up. It is acrylic on canvas.
Commissioned Piece. Private Collection. Tenafly, NJ.

Naga. Oil on canvas... Tenafly, NJ December '05.
$500